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This story is really incredible. You have a lot of strength and faith. Handling all of this. You could write a novel based on these events! Just imagining some of the things that you describe in my head made me feel uneasy.

Btw, awesome shot in front of a small cafe!

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Thank you so very much Alexander for taking the time to read this story! Telling me I'm strong was surprising to hear. Sometimes (most of the time) I don't think I'm that strong. I was raised very disciplined on dance so maybe it's inside of me. It was very challenging to live in a home we built as a family and end up with the city's worst issues on either side and no one came to help. It taught me to be prayerful in a mighty way, but I began to know I was crumbling inside, despite the beautiful distraction of our life with three kids. I believe God speaks messages to us through all the strife if we're blessed enough to listen and pull ourselves out - as you said in your recent stories of "survival!"

P.S. What's the "secret" to Notes? lol :)

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You are filled with Holy Spirit, that is very clear to me.

As far as Notes go, I just use those to communicate with the readers on daily basis and share about myself, I don’t use any other social media, so that’s it for me.

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Thank you Alexander. I appreciate you.

I decided to try Notes recently but I think I'm lost in the fray! lol :) I have one poet friend who might see them.

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You can also tag me in them sometimes!

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I think about that and then I think that I would be very annoying :) ha ha! I put a few up in the last few days - the one this morning was a shot from Coney Island :) I need to catchup with your writing and a few others! We just got back from church. Thank you for your support Alexander. It means so much. ox

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It’s no trouble for me!

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Loved this read...lifes circle of crazy & beautiful experiences...you have endured Gods buffet plate of challenges to your faith & survived by staying true to it.

Love you Sister ❤

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It was even more crazy to look back and realize how much "normal" we strived for with all the monkeys on our backs. A perfectly imperfect life. Always hopeful. love you. ox

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Beautiful testimony God is so Good. He always knows even when we don't.

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He does. The greatest thing is to "see it." ox

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Wow, incredible story, and how the puzzle was put together before you even knew the pieces. Amazing. You are a strong lady who has been through a lot and survived with grace, beauty, and faith. Thank you for sharing this lovely story!

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Absolutely captivating. Beautiful testimony that’s still being written.

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Thank you so much for reading Carly! In reflection, writing all of this stuff is so cathartic, because I held so much of it in as we lived our blessed life or dealt with it when the kids weren't around - but I know deep down it added more aggravation to our marriage and our personalities. We took it out on each other. I'm grateful and thankful to "see" clearly that there is a path and there is always a hope. Sending you my love. ox

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